There is this place on the net. It is a place called embodiment. It was a place I wanted to enjoy and partake in. I wanted it to become a part of my life, and with it I wanted to grown and learn. Instead, I’ve pushed it to the wayside for other seemingly greener pastures. I’m not entirely sure that it was much greener on this side of the fence.
In reality, it doesn’t matter much.
Things have been… normal. I’ve joined a gym. I’ve quit smoking. I’ve lost count of the days since I’ve quit smoking. I should actually sit down with a calendar and figure out how many days it’s been just so I can tell people… or post it. But really it doesn’t matter. I’ve forgotten what it’s like to smoke a cigarette, though I do think about it from time to time and wonder if it would really make things easier… or better.
The gym has been an interesting endeavor. It’s been fun, and strenuous. It’s been hard work, and a pain in my ass (literally). But I’m starting to notice that my body is changing, a little at a time. And it’s almost exciting to imagine what it might look like in the near future.
The boy and I have been doing well, this time. We achieved one goal… we got into an arguement without breaking up. That, indeed, was a feat to be recorded into time.
I’ve gotten contacts. I have my good days and my bad with regard to that. I’m trying to get back to school. I need to focus on where to go in life, or I’m always going to be stuck here. I need to figure out what I’m going to do with regard to living situations… and my parents, if for some reason I find myself being asked to move into the house my parents spent so much money getting me out of. They might notice the address… the might not. I don’t know. I should be honest with them, but I’m afraid of the disappointment. I should find something to do… work-wise. I’m sure there’s something.
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